Had cathe class meet up today and we played a game called Small Talk. And i was asked the question do you believe in marriage? My answer is no. The truth is im terrified of marriage. A small part of me knows that watching my parent's marriage fall apart and the effects on me and my brother may have played a role to leading me to this answer. Also i guess im not ready for a family yet. I finally started to find myself and love myself. Am i ready to love someone else with all his flaws and strengths? I dont know. Im still struggling in loving my own flaws. Everyday im getting better but im not there yet. If I dont truly totally fully love myself yet, how can I whole heartedly love someone else? This qn. from the game hit too close to the heart. The truth is im terrified of marriage. But Im not going to go into all the what ifs and blame shifting. I know God has a plan for me and who knows? Maybe one day I will find the