13 more days to Osaka!

I am so excited but at the same time I am a little scared. (Anxiety knocking on the door but I am trying not to let it in) I am mostly excited and I will be great when I actually get there.

Also turned 27. 2 days ago!

So much has changed within these 27 years and it is hard to believe how so many things have happened within these years. Also, I do not know how long God's plan is for me to live on Earth. But lets see how many families and kids life we can change while we are at it.

Got to play dota on my bday and it reminded me of you old friend. My fellow techie lover. How are you doing up there in Heaven? Miss you loads, all the yw memories are so fresh in my memories. You trying to chew panadol during mass, your jokes, your obsession with pink. Mahjong and cny at ali's. All the buffets and supper at yassin. We all tend to take people for granted till they are gone. Techie is pretty different now, wished you were here to try it.

Also, my other friend who has gone to heaven. We all miss you dearly. During trainings I remember all that you have shared and your voice echoes through the silence. Thanks for being one of my first friends in the group and for being so passionate, listening to me talk about my first ever experience with Ryo. Bringing your toys to class, sharing drills and trying new things. You are super missed but your passion and spirit will never be forgotten. Your mum and dad have been coming for class and I can only imagine you looking down and watching them while they train. You must be so proud of them. 

Where do we come from? Why are we here? Where do we go when we die? What lies beyond? What lays before? Is anything certain in life?

They say, "Life is too short"
"The here and the now"
And "You're only given one shot"
But could there be more
Have I lived before
Or could this be all that we've got?

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on....

I love all of you.