Beloved

Sunday, March 26, 2017 @ 10:54 PM

@ 7:01 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2017 @ 9:22 PM

Philophobia

@ 9:13 PM

Every time I would dream about having a family. Having my own kids.
but then. there's the other part of me that fears commitment. fears needing to be responsible. fear of falling in love.

우리 사랑하지 말아요우리 약속하지 말아요

나를 보며 웃지 말아요
정들면 슬퍼져요
예쁜 그 미소가 눈물이 될까 봐

@ 9:05 PM

“There was a wall. It did not look important. It was built of uncut rocks roughly mortared. An adult could look right over it, and even a child could climb it. Where it crossed the roadway, instead of having a gate it degenerated into mere geometry, a line, an idea of boundary. But the idea was real. It was important. For seven generations there had been nothing in the world more important than that wall.

Like all walls it was ambiguous, two-faced. What was inside it and what was outside it depended upon which side of it you were on.”

― Ursula K. Le Guin, The Dispossessed

“Nobody has ever taken a photograph of something they want to forget. We can build a wall of happy Kodak moments around ourselves, a wall of our Christmases, birthdays, baby showers and weddings, but we can never forget that celluloid film is see-through, that behind it, all the misery of real life waits for our wall to collapse someday.”
― Rebecca McNutt

Baby steps

Tuesday, March 14, 2017 @ 10:54 PM

This was me in 2015.

This was me today! :)

yay. my core has improved!

but its still not how i want it to be.

So. I have started my 30days core challenge. and so far it seems to be going great!

Also, gonna start going for yoga classes again this April with mar.

Been what. 4 years since I have done yoga?

I guess I have also decided to take a break from Korean class for now.

and just continue self study for a season. Will probably start again in July or something.

Choices

Saturday, March 11, 2017 @ 8:27 PM

I reached a milestone today! ^_^ managed to balance with my core without holding on for dear life on the horse. Yaaaay.

Sunday, March 5, 2017 @ 5:36 PM

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Looking out. Just thinking wouldn't be just so easy to end it all now?

Progress

Saturday, March 4, 2017 @ 2:05 PM

Seeing progress makes all the studyimg and hardwork worth it! ^_^but do i take a break and cont in 3 months time or shld i just go ahead and do it now.