So, today I went for like a "real" dance class at a dance studio again! Wow. Died. First thing was fear and nervousness. It takes great courage to go to a strange place. Thank God i wasnt alone! It was fun after all. So can i get out of my comfort zone again and dance.. :)
Today, I got reminded to be grateful for all I have. I have a job that I actually love and enjoy doing. I have amazing friends. I have a home. I am alive. I am on a good path.
Also, it is okay to feel awkward and uncomfortable. Cause it means I am growing! I like being alone. But I dont like being alone in a crowd at an event. I like shopping alone. Travelling alone. Window shopping alone. Taking photographs alone. But I am glad I stayed though I was alone. Cause you know what. I grew not a lot. But at least a little.
Going out and meeting new people is terrifying for me. I am glad I have friends who encourage me and force me out of my comfort zone and when I get to the old folks home with a grp of strangers I find out wow I would have missed out if i just ran away. Even though that was the easiest thing to do.
I am not perfect. But you know what I am working to be the best version of myself.