This has been the longest week I have ever felt. So many things have happened through this week. It was literally an emotional rollercoaster ride.
[John 10:10] The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
God really opened my eyes and let me see how the enemy was twisting stories and sowing discord at work. Then, God showed me abolishing fear and replacing it with love. Also, how to put aside my pride and anger because that is what the enemy wants and what he will use to his advantage again.
Then, he showed us to fight for what we love and believe in no matter how scary it felt and to trust in him and his plan.
He also made me take a new perspective and grow in how I view somethings. People were never born evil, but the enemy takes our pride and insecuritiew and twist them into hurtful things that destroy and steal joy. But in the end it all boils down to that person's own journey and how that person see and open her eyes to see the hurt that she is causing and all we can do is just love her through it thought keep our armor of God on and not let the enemy twist and confuse us.
I have never felt so scared, angry, confused over the weekend in my life but at the same time. After all this, I have never felt so rested, connected with God, joyful and bochup literally abt what is happening. It is so strange but I kinda like it.
I am so grateful that tomorrow is Friday and that I will be ending my week with dance.
Thank you God for filling everyday of my life with activities that fill my heart with joy. From 8am till I go to sleep.
Just wanna jot down a few places I wanna visit in the future.
1. Chang Mai
2. Penang
3. Mongolia
4. Sydney
5. Cambodia
6. Jogja
7. Hokkaido
8. Tasmania
9. Philliphines
10. Los Angelas
11. Canada
12. United Kingdom
13. Busan