I think of disappearing all the time. Why? Cause I wonder would anyone want to look for me? Would anybody find me? Am I worth looking for?
There are days where you are doing so well and suddenly the insecurities hit you hard, the jealousy of hey why can't I look as good as her comes snaking into my mind. I see progress but when will it ever be enough? How can I just love myself for me?
What should I do? I feel like I am a prisoner of my own mind.