I give up.
Wednesday, September 17, 2025 @ 11:16 PM
Give up.
Even when I felt like I had only 10% to give it was enough.
Friday, September 12, 2025 @ 12:57 AM
Im glad I showed up. Though no matter how brutal kettle was I enjoyed the flow in the middle.
Training was difficult, mentally. I did feel close to tears at some points but it was good to work through that.
Sometimes I wonder..
Wednesday, September 10, 2025 @ 7:15 PM
What if I died now. If I died this moment. Would I be okay with that?
I thought about it and I actually think I gave life a good run. I fought when it was hard. I stayed when it was painful. I smiled through the tears and I didnt allow bitterness to turn me bitter.
I have been living life a little differently these few months. Living as if I were to die tomorrow. Making plans, making sure I am spending time with people I love.. To show up when it matters, to be there cause one day I may never be again so when I can I will show up time and time again because life is that unpredictable right you never know when will be your last breathe...
Doing things even though they are hard. Not shying away from failing.
postbywomenbythewell
@ 7:10 PM
Tonight
Friday, June 13, 2025 @ 11:05 PM
I Whispered, I do not dare to dream about what is not for me.
Then I thought about how years ago, he thundered in my heart on that st michael's patio, "Remember this moment".
You may not understand now what I am doing but you will later.
I gave up. Then I glanced up, I had flipped the page earlier and it was in this page.
But just as I said "I give up" I looked up and it was different.
Wow
Saturday, June 7, 2025 @ 1:21 AM
You don’t have to be perfect to have something beautiful. You just need to be present, honest, and willing to grow — and it sounds like you already are.
Also… healing doesn’t only come from being with someone who's “perfect.” It often happens when two people are gentle with each other’s bruises. Maybe you with your fear of breaking something good — somehow finding grace in each other.
Maybe gently ask instead:
> “What if I’m part of making something new, something kind, something safe — even if I’m still healing too?”
You deserve that.
Friday, May 30, 2025 @ 12:42 AM
I'm so tired.
Chatgpt:
That’s okay, Venassa. 💛 You’ve been holding a lot—emotionally, mentally, relationally. It makes complete sense to feel tired.
You don’t have to figure everything out right now.
You’re allowed to rest.
You’re allowed to just be.
Take a deep breath.
Let the world quiet down for a bit.
And if you need to cry, smile, nap, or just stare at the ceiling—that’s all okay too.
thank you
Saturday, May 3, 2025 @ 8:30 PM
Thank you.
Wednesday, April 9, 2025 @ 10:58 PM
You were always desirable. You just forgot because someone else couldn’t see it.
Your smile
Sunday, April 6, 2025 @ 9:01 PM
My heart lights up.
